People can stop blogging suddenly for any number of reasons: too busy, or nothing to say.
Me? I had it out with God on Friday, November 9th. My complaint: Why do you give me visions when I can’t do anything about them? Do you sprinkle inspiration around, see who it hits, then see who is able to do something with it? Where does that leave me, stuck with the inspiration, powerless to make it happen? Am just I a pawn in your stupid game?
All this time, I’ve read Hebrews 11 as “the heroes of the faith”. It even says, “All these people earned a good reputation because of their faith, yet none of them received all that God had promised.” Ha. More like suckers of the faith.
I turned off my 10:02 alarm. Why should I continue to pray for the mission, when the only thing it accomplishes is to frustrate me?
Maybe others are called to reform existing churches. But I am tired of playing the prophet. All I have done is annoy others. For now, I have shut up and am going with the flow.
But damn it, now I’m stuck with this dream inside of me.